I want to see the bright side on everything, and the silver lining on every cloud. I know its up to me to make myself happy, but really, some days are hard to put a smile on. I just want to be good enough for once in my life. I hope heart was made from metal. And feels can just flow like tears. I know pain is a part of growing. I know scars are the symbol of strength. I know what is meant to be will eventually be and when everything goes wrong the best thing that I can do is just keep going. But for now everything just look like a piece of shit. Pretty words can't just simply makes me happy. I'm not going to smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything perfect, and pretend like nothing hurts me. I just want to be fckin happy again. But I don't think I know how to anymore. Life is tough, and I am no longer tougher.
I will back on track, soon.