Friday, March 27, 2015

my pimples story

Recently I have developed some kind of small pink rashes all over my face and some big pimples on my cheek. So it was yesterday, Ben was focused playing boxing game on screen while I came to him and started whining about my pimples. 

  • Tengok ni makin banyak jerawat aku (pointing on my right cheek)

Ben stopped from playing his game and gave my right cheek a stare for a while before he blurted out:

  • Macam bentuk buruj pulak.

What? Kuang hajoo.

Each pink dot represents acne. Really looks like buruj one HAHAHA.

However and whatever, I took that as compliment. Semoga Ben sedar bahawa beliau sangat beruntung kerana beliau lah yang paling manang di hati saya :) Dan semoga Ben sedar bahawa dia harus sentiasa membawa saya ke mana sahaja dia pergi :) Ke utara ke selatan, ke timur ke barat, ke nandos ke secret recipe, ke kenny rogers mahupun ke sushi. Kerana dengan adanya saya, beliau tidak akan pernah hilang arah kerana..........


Wednesday, March 25, 2015

I want to be happy

I want to see the bright side on everything, and the silver lining on every cloud. I know its up to me to make myself happy, but really, some days are hard to put a smile on. I just want to be good enough for once in my life. I hope heart was made from metal. And feels can just flow like tears. I know pain is a part of growing. I know scars are the symbol of strength. I know what is meant to be will eventually be and when everything goes wrong the best thing that I can do is just keep going. But for now everything just look like a piece of shit. Pretty words can't just simply makes me happy. I'm not going to smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything perfect, and pretend like nothing hurts me. I just want to be fckin happy again. But I don't think I know how to anymore. Life is tough, and I am no longer tougher.


I will back on track, soon.

Saturday, March 14, 2015

life update

Hello you people! *Waving*

Long time no see! Just starting a new semester. Welcome sem four! I begin this semester with spending a lot of money to pay fees and complaining how can the university suddenly placing a new condition that students have to pay study fees first before they can do the "add drop" process BUT an exemption were granted to PTPTN borrowers which mean em guys can proceed to do the add drop process and filled up the quota of most preferred subjects lah, HOW UNFAIR!

Don't the university understand its in the earlier semester students need to use more money to buy things lah, food stock lah, pay house rent lah, pay field trip fees, fees and more other fees, money to replace broken shoes, money to replace those torn bag, and such things lah? The borrowers fella haven't pay the fees as well what? Scream this bullshit is not fair! I’m pretty much incapable of shopping right now. I could not even purchase my favourite shampoo and conditioner. For now I have to use the cheaper one. I’m trying to get used to the not so favorite one but I can’t help myself. I feel mistreated. CRIES!

{Reunited after sem break}

Feels so pleasant and awkward at the same time to have Bunny in the same class for PPIB subject in this sem. Now that I don't understand why the university asked the band 3 and above students to take foreign subject in the earliest three sem and now must take English subject again lah? I thought the torture has ended but NO. Dah lah kena class malam. Now it is really a torture!

On the other day I went to the sports complex after my evening class ended to accompany the boy doing some drill. But I arrived just after he had finished doing things so I came only to take some selfies LOLOL.

{Current favourite}

THIS The boy and I were very happy with pizza pastry crown from pizza hut. We loveeee pizza and our most favorite pizza's top is bbq! The pastry crown come with overflow herb chicken meat chunks, bbq sauce, mozzarella cheese, and crust cheese three flavors which definitely give you satisfaction in taste. So tell me how can we cannot love pastry crown? Haven't try the new menu yet? Go try faster ahh! They say it only available until 31 March! For real ah? Uwaaaaa, so sad!

{High face after pizza LOLOL}

Due to rarely doing any updates, I really appreciate your presence here. Thanks for the visit! I'm still a part of blogger-sphere ah. I still blog bah! 

Ttyl. Bye!

Paling Chomel by Nana Ichigo