"Bukan seorang yang romantik"
Bukan seorang yang romantic is one of the things that Ben told me about him in the early weeks. I remember at the beginning of relationship, Ben and I respectively act very macho, polite and cool. We talked more about serious things, life, views and discussing about each other perspectives because he is really not that romantic LOL. The way how he talks makes me think that he was such a very serious person which is very contrary to me lah, so I thought I might die boring.
Aku kan jiwang LOL, but I actually liked that.
I like to know that I have someone who is way more matured than me. Ben is a very forward-thinker person I have ever met. He loves to think about so many things lah and future too. He constantly thinks and talks about what obstacles or problems that might hit in between in life, and say we must be prepared for everything, practically asked me to join the club; to be a well prepared person on earth everr! Okay, okay baby.
And I love I found out that, he is actually so sweet.
I love how he texts me first and checks me up every night. I love to hear him playing the guitar while singing a song for me. The way how he looks in my eyes makes my heart melted over and over again. And what I really love is - he gave me attention without me asking. And now - day by day, our conversation is getting fun. The child in him finally started to show and I liked that! You know finally to see someone yang serius rupanya gila juga.
Recently Ben sang a song for me, Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold which is not really related to us except yes we are much too far way now. So basically Ben sang the song to express his hope that God would hold me when he is not around? That is so sweet hahaha.
"We all need the one who can be true to you"
I am glad it was me, and YOU.
Ben this is you without neck hahaha!
Within this month, I wrote down some of the sweetest and funny things that Ben said to me. I did this at first because I have nothing to do but then I found it was hilarious to recall back some of the things. I shorten, these are the ten things that he said to me.
1. I love you so "muchi-muchi".
yes he created that so "muchi-muchi" things. so annoying yet so cutee kan hahaha.
2. sayang, I really miss you.
I miss you too!
3. always think positive.
for emotional person like me? ermm okay baby, okay hahaha.
4. aku mau jadi Super Saiya.
5. you are the only one I want.
awwh, so selfish, and sexy!
6. I want to own a transformer.
I am a proud girl to date a very ambitious boy.
7. sayang, aku baru gunting rambut. handsome kah?
a conversation during video call.
8. I am very happy with you.
I put this here because I don't want to forget that you are once very happy with me.
9. you are so cute.
thank you. you are so sweet.
10. mata aku seksi kan yank?
hahaha this boy of mine. I've just got to say yes.
Yes because, I love that boy so, so much ;)
I love the way how the boy and I keep each other updated during this semester break through any existing social apps. It is just feel so good to know the person that you love are always thinking about you too and stay connected! I can't wait to see you in real, Ben. I miss you more than I can say.
Happy monthsary. I love you!